yes ducky!! you are right i was the same wa i used to love reading and know i just cant seem to comprehend what iam reading ..its like my mind isnt paying attention to what iam trying to absorb.. and also i notice the same as chris humble stated on the news report about the lack of emotion .. i have no love for anything anymore and cannot feel that passionate feeling or anything , and it is very very difficult to explain to others that have not undergone ETS they just dont have the slightest clue... but yes i totally agree that ETS has a tremendouse impact on your psychological balance!.. oh by the way Ducky, your absoluty gorgouse! take care! THANKS JIN