My name is Paul, I'm 39 and live in the north of England. I had an ETS in 2002 for FB. I found this site a
few days ago.
After reading many stories on here I've come to realise that I'm not out of the ordinary and that
I'm not some kind of crazy freak.
Like many of you my blushing was sending me over the edge. I couldn't go anywhere without it turning into
a blushing disaster. The most innocent remark would set me off and people would take great delight in pointing out "you've gone bright red!"
I stopped going to school at 15 because of it and I didn't get a job I could stick at until I was 22, at
about 30 years it got me down so much I was going to quit work with a stack of debts and I thought there was only going to be one way out but I really
didn't want to do that. I wanted to carry on living but the blushing got so bad I thought I had no choice until I
saw a news paper article in The Daily Mail about a women who had this thing, an ETS. She described exactly how I felt and how having the surgery changed her
life and how happy she was. I couldn't believe my eyes!
The same week I was on a train to London to see Mr Greenstien at the Highgate Hospital. I thought he was quite
honest and sympathetic, I'd seen loads of doctors and none of them understood like Mr Greenstien!
He told me I could end up with a droopy eye and that I would suffer from CS but I went ahead as I thought I
had nothing to lose because I was going to kill myself anyway. I paid my £4500 and he booked me in for the operation.
When I came around I was disappointed, I thought nothing had changed. Then it hit me I realised I didn't
blush any more, ever! I even tested it out by seeing people that used to embarrass the hell out of me.
The CS came a few days later, I'd walked from the car park to the office and my back and chest were
dripping wet. The temperature outside was about 18c.
Now 7 years later, in the back end of May and June, July, August and the beginning of September I have to sit
at work with a fan pointing at me. I'm ok the rest of the year as long as no one puts the heating on (have you tried telling your work mates your turning
the heating off in December!) When I go places with no fans or AC or with the heating on I end up looking and smelling like a wet dog. I have used all the
tricks listed on this site to hide the CS but they don't always work. I don't think I have had any other side affects.
Now despite the CS, I have a life I thought I would never have so if anyone is reading this and is considering an ETS I would say to them, try every other
avenue and only do it as a very last resort.
Take care everyone.
P



